Today, I was proud to see my brother in a new place finding the meaning of life. For years, my family and I have been dealing with the constant battle of making my brother healthy again, after constant years of abuse. Before I go any further, Sean, I am sorry if you do not want me to share this with the world, but I love you, and you are my world. I want everyone to be aware of your astounding being, and the incredible life that stands before you. I think about you almost all day everyday. From day one, we may not have known how attached at the hip we would be once we grew to fill out our shoes, but I always knew we, along with Stevie, were meant to be there for one another. We have all grown and taken our paths, but you've taught me something tremendous. The way you have always expressed yourself to Stevie and me, were in terms of, "Don't ever look up to me." One thing I know for sure, is you are looked up to more than you will ever know. Your two younger siblings have learned how hard life can be with the circumstances you have been put in. Yes, many were self inflicted, but from an outside glance you are nothing but an inspiration. You may not have always done the right thing, but MY GOD you are one of the strongest people I will ever come across. It has been a rough road watching the way you have treated such perfection, to see you near death so many times. It is astounding to see the strength you carry within you to know you've lived to see another day. The angels are watching over you, and they know that you haven't lived to do everything you need to do at this point in life. You are young, you are strong, you are a living beauty that needs to shine, and my faith only knows you will fly higher than ever before now that this new journey has begun. We miss you more than you will ever know. Hats off to you and your new journey! Keep Flyin!!!!!!! I love you my brother. |